puellarina's Diaryland Diary

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if despair were prompted by a long message

will o'the wisp

what we did and saw more is not an ending to this beginning but
I'm left here alone with you and your fear
what if we were three?
would you have to leave me?
would you respect me less and less
for being all that we deny
for bing all that and why
should I roll over before I even reach my grave?
I know what we shouldn't do
I know it today and I knew it before my pubic hairs grew.
but anyway,
I would not want to be alone here with you
and your fear
so we'll wave it away
this heady drink
the waiter didn't mean it anyway
he was only teasing
return to our steady grieving
where were we?
you were leaving.

1:58 p.m. - 2005-10-02

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